Speak to your doctor on how to go about it. I was a full blown alcohol by 25 (got married that year) and I was drinking everyday until later on I was admitted to ICU where I was induced into a coma for liver failure which left me close to death. I was revived, then back to sleep again for two months. Everyone thought I was a gonna. I had to learn how to talk, walk, per, so many GREAT memories.

It doesn't bother me seeing others drink, even though my father continues.. but I was a heavy user. Sure, I feel slightly brain damaged, but you don't want that shiit ruining your life, I remember I didn't get hangovers, a sign my liver was on it's way out.

But it's your life. I secretly was drinking myself into an early grave.

Maybe it's anxiety that should be looked into.