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Why do you think people are untrustworthy? What "hurt" are you afraid of?

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I've thought about this so much, and I still don't REALLY know. I think most of my distrust comes from my mother, from when I saw a t when I was 12. She was a family t and after my mother and I had a session 1 day I passed by the big window at my grandparent's place and heard her telling them everything that had happened at the session. I think that most of my distrust has come from there. For as long as I can remember though, I have always been a closed book to everyone. My family has never talked about things, and even physical contact e.g. hugs and the words 'I love you' were few and far between. But yeah, I guess between my mother...and the t, who I never liked anyway (probably coz I resented being made to go SOOO much) I closed myself off even more.