First, I hope that you can replay the messages that you’ve received. You’re obviously very upset but I think that you should try to recall the actual conversations rather than what they felt like.

Secondly, a physician would be liable if s/he suddenly discontinued life-saving medications without reason (e.g., being in the patient’s best interest to discontinue the meds). I don’t know the ‘system’ in which you’re entwined but there are usually legal safeguards for those being served.

I really hope that you can find help, and quickly.