Hi, Since I first started to experience the symptoms of being bipolar/borderline, I went from being someone super fast learning, to a person that has difficulties concentrating in simple life tasks, such as reading, remembering words, i feel airy and it's so difficult to do stuff i normally did before.
The symptoms are worse during a crisis, but ever since I took topiramato as a mood stabilizer it got MUCH worse. I stopped this medication 4 years ago and I still have a hard time with my memory, and I was SO sharp before....
I feel trapped, sad, and dumb because of it.
Anyone else?