I just don't know what I need. I don't know what 2 do. I'm taking my meds, yet I'm continuing to sink. I'm at that stage where nothing matters,things slow waaayyy down. It's even difficult to type this, my hands & my mind just stop for a few moments & I have 2 close my eyes. I've debated going to the hospital, but they generally don't want to see you if you're not suicidal & my doc is on leave 4 3 mths. I'm nothing , I'm flat, I'm going..where? idk