McKell,

I don't know how long you have been working with T, but the first time my T asked me what I would say to my 12 year old self I told him I couldn't see her face. I had no clue what the heck was going on, or what he was talking about. It took months and months before I really became aware of my inner child, and the work continues because she hides away all the time.

It has taken me a year and five months to get to this point and I do not hold onto it easily. That is why I bought a teddy bear yesterday (see my response this morning to Kiya in Dissociative Disorders).

I agree. 3 a.m. therapy sessions would yield a treasure trove of info! But, then what time of day would we have those AHA moments? 12 noon when we re with our students? Ouch!

Stay the course. Just keep going. You are doing great and taking good care of little McKell. She needs you....