FF...I feel the same way. I am currently in a constant back and forth dilemma of wanting to quit therapy. I have done a pretty good job of stuffing the others down for the past 3 weeks. The only problem is that I feel like an empty shell. I have no feelings and no memory. Can't remember anything. I lose my train of thought mid sentence.

I would like to quit and go to someone else who does not know about the DID. Start fresh and just work on the few bad memories I do have. Or just quit altogether.