"Gore"? Like the horror genre of film? If so, why do you feel bad about something you enjoy watching?

Are you worried about what others think about you as an individual or just the social stigma attached to enjoying shock value of intense film.

But if it makes you feel bad on an empathetic level and is not helping your state of mind or perhaps preventing you from trying to be happy.. maybe it's run its course.

I know very little about schizophrenia, but like everything. Enjoy in moderation.