That is a very good point. She knows that I worked 10 years as a private investigator (unless she forgot) and she knows the extreme depth of information I found out about my abusive therapist - information that is available to the public through law enforcement, but only if you know where and how to look and the laws regarding accessing the information.

She knows I research everything, including treatment modalities, etc... I just never researched her beyond her license status because I learned as an investigator that obtaining personal information on someone beyond what they are willing to tell is a violation of trust unless you have cause, usual legal. Otherwise, you are behaving in a way that I believe will damage your own mental well being and make it improbable having health relationships. I've seen too many investigators go down that rabbit hole.

I don't want to look any further than her licensing and break that trust. I'm just stuck on what to do.

I wish I could justify and feel comfortable just saying nothing and moving forward. I'm not sure I can do that.