This may sound dumb to some, but I have read articles, where people have said they wouldn't change anything if they could go back, because it made them who they are today. Whether they have success in their lives now, or are married and have kids, I guess there are different reasons. I personally would def choose to not have it, but as the years go by I am thinking it may be easier to just keep going with the life I have now, as opposed to try and get 'well' and fix things. I have been unmedicated for 4 years and it has been absolute hell. But at this point, I don't know how my life can go back to the way it was. Thoughts?