Thanks, and thank you for your family's sacrific. I'm a ten year Army veteran. I live near Kalamazoo, not far from a VA hospital. You would think it would be an understanding area. Unfortunately it's not the case. Honestly don't know what the problem is. In all honesty, my soul has been tired for so long, the tired and sad parts feel like they are turning to ice. Just trying to survive now. Living isn't possible it seems.