The deck is so stacked against me at work. The job I want has over 50 applicants so I am screwed. I am getting depressed. I have to try and document everything that has happened the last two years but I can’t bring myself to do it. My T won’t talk to me unless it is in session now. So I have no support. I probably will only get two replies here because I am so boring no one ever talks to me. I don’t know why I come here anymore.