I'd ditch it in a holy moment if I could! I've only had three manic episodes in my life (which are supposed to be fun???) so I spend all my time either being severely depressed or having rapid cycling mixed episodes of depression and hypomanic hostility and rage.
Meds help, but I feel I've lost everything in my life that was dear to me.
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Bipolar l/Rapid/Mixed/Depression/Anxiety Disorders
lamotrigine 100mg 2x/day
Vraylar 6mg 1x/day
methylphenidate 10mg 3x/day
bupropion XL 200mg 2x/day
bupropion IR 174mg 1x/day
buspirone 30mg 2x/day
quetiapine 50mg 1x/day
I'm 50 Shades of Bipolar and I have no safe word...
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