I went to the pdoc's office today to check in and the secretary told me I wasn't scheduled for today. She told me I was just in last week, which of course I knew. I had scheduled this appointment months in advance and my pdoc said we'd keep it. The secretary rudely said, "Well I'll ask him if he wants to see you." The doctor was able to see me luckily (I was internally panicking.) He knew about the appointment so he wasn't sure why there was no record of it. I told the pdoc how I've been doing and he asked if anything is going on in my life that could've caused this. I said I don't know of anything except maybe work stress. He said we'll go up quickly on the Latuda. 80 mg for three days and then 120 mg. The pdoc said we'll try to "kill whatever the hell it is." I laughed because those are my sentiments exactly. It feels like an evil presence is in my mind that I need to kill. This means I will have gone from 20 mg to 120 mg in just a short period of time. He gave me samples, which is good because the pharmacy just texted me saying they need to place a special order for the 120 mg.