I am very fermiluar with this feeling, and when I try to fit in, I feel like I am intruding in things, I haven't been invited into. I know people would care about me if I wasn't around for awhile, but I feel it would be like just in passing. Like ( after several weeks someone would say things like have you seen ........... and the reply would be like I seen her awhile ago, she is doing fine. (Not). My openions never count, my input to fix things is always wrong, or even things like, you don't even know what was being talked about. IDK it may just be me. After all I have the habit of trying to keep the peace, so maybe the people I am around want conflict, drama, and stress? Also I just might be having a bad day today, but I do feel like this very often, even in my own home.