I feel you. I one evening decided to go to church and I really don't know why...

I felt extremely emotional and moody when the priest rejected me by not giving me the little bread thing..idk..

He said that I needed to confess my sins because of the 20 years I've had not been..

Now. I already have a problem respecting people in authority positions because they act all high and mighty...I just think they remind me of a true sociopath..heck..whatever..

Rejection from a church I was baptised, christening etc.

Rejected by god.

I know there's nothing logical about my thoughts because of what happened that day (2 weeks ago) hoping it would I don't know.. do something for my depression.

That night I almost gave up.

Sorry to rant but if you find comfort there at church. Good. And I wouldn't take my rejection and express my feelings as a reason to turn away from god.

I just woke up and saw your post and I will be bringing it up with my doc.....god, church.... they became triggers.

Hopefully you'll find reason to your faith.....in your self.