Great question. I think the life I have now I would rather not have bipolar. I wish I could be without it. I rarely get the euphoric moments and when I did, I still had bad outcomes (possibly just wrong place wrong time on one of those). But considering I'm mostly low or dysphoric (depressed or high with dysphoria), I'd rather not have it. But it is a good question. I do wonder how much I'd be different...i think I'd like to be without anxiety too and the physical problems too like someone else said.