Maybe just because my thesis is the only thing I'm doing right now that's why I'm overthinking everything. In my daily life, I don't know if I could say I'm kind of a normal person because I feel sad and lonely almost everytime even if I have talked to my cousin for example or a friend. That doesn't make me feel better. Once I was meet the psychologist from my university but I don't think she really helped me. Or maybe I need to see her one more time. But I'm not feeling secure to talk about this. I mean sometimes I think it is not really a big problem so I decided to keep to myself and just let it go. But u know, it doesn't.