would I choose not to have it?

well, no one asked for any of this stuff, right?. it just happened

I think it would be nice to be without any type of MI, but then at the same time I've lived with mental health problems for over 20 years. what the **** would I do without them

I wouldn't say they've made me who I am, but you plan your life around them, or something.

plus I have physical stuff like fibro. my body's ****ed