My neighbor said, "your mania is scary to me."
I want to trust her but as she's also bipolar, I dunno. I'm super hyped that I've met someone that I am so into that I honestly feel like I owe the universe for her, hugely. I've been a massive fire of energy but I have reason to be, not because of mania. I am able to get sleep, Seroquel-mandated as always. I'm not on as much caffeine as I had been because I don't need it. I'm still doing the me things like the gym, ok that was The Only me thing, but I'm on my phone constantly with this woman. I know it's fast but I feel like I could really love her in ways that I don't understand or even want to