Oh, I think maybe I over-expressed or you over-read into my frustration? I was more concerned that we couldn't keep a date. I was actually relieved all the times he cancelled because I was too tired to go out, but I was also concerned that he would be the kind to not be able to keep a commitment.

But when we got together we talked about it and it was a weird few weeks for both of us. And he said how bad he felt that he cancelled so many times but he only felt better going forward because I had also cancelled twice.

We really connected on our date, and have been in pretty good contact since. Not nonstop. I don't get ppl who text all day. But a few texts throughout the day. Like he says good morning, then when he has a break or I have a break, there may be a joke or a flirty text. Then in the evening if we have time a phone call. We would probably have met up again already if I wasn't on a business trip. Which is probably good as it forces us to have some space. It's also good that he has his kids every other weekend and sometimes during the week, cause it again forces us to take time and space.

I dunno, I almost want to vomit how cute we are. Last night we were talking about text messages, and he said he was sorry he couldn't respond right away because he was working outside with his crew and it was raining so he left his phone in the car. And I said, well, I'm not going to lie and say I don't look forward to your texts, but if you didn't notice, it also took me like 4 hours to respond because I was in nonstop meetings, so I get that you were working. It's okay to be working. I'm not going to freak out because you don't respond right away.

So...I will keep my eye on whether or not he cancels in the future, but I think it may be okay now...it was just a weird thing trying to find a time for a first date for two busy, exhausted people.

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