It has been a while since I posted but here I am. As I reported last month, I've been suffering with a undiagnosed mental issue which stems from listening to loud music with earphones, early in the morning in the 11th grade. It seems as if the constant loud music has damaged a nerve or something in my brain which causes me to talk to myself. Sometimes, I don't notice when I do it but others do and shake their heads. I was 16 in the 11th grade and I'm almost 24 now. This has been an embarrassment to me. HOWEVER, I remember when I use to come home from school, go to my room and get on my knees and Pray to God about this issue. I did it everyday for a long while. And I noticed the relief and had more control over it. That was my God working. Now I can say today, I have definitely improved since but I thank the Lord for it. But I still have the problem and need guidance and direction on the next step. I am very self-conscious. But I'm glad that I'm on this website forum for help. What should I do next? Any advice will help! Thanks! Blessings!!!