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Old May 24, 2018, 09:49 AM
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Originally Posted by Vibrating Obsidian View Post
I’ve been through a traumatic event which I get no help for - no parents, no friends, nobody
I talk to a therapist and they don’t help me out despite putting precious resources into it
I am becoming hopeless, more stressed and through with it

I just wanted to succeed in my own way, to battle all the odds. But instead, I am buttered up instead of bucked up, and I won’t be able to fight the odds that way

I have been through harsh events which I require great strength in order to fight, and I have not found anyone to help me well against those events which have happened against ME

What will I ever do?
Every treatment is stepping on burning charcoals, instead of helping me take immediate action towards my aim

One of the things I hate about therapy (and let’s not talk about psychiatric treatments), is the in-action reflection that you are weak and the reinforcement of that view - ALWAYS finding weaknesses, and I am THROUGH with it!
Always unlistening, and I am done with it!
I can certainly understand feelings of occasional hopelessness. But the black and white nature of this message..ALWAYS......BURNING ...HATE...ALWAYS...DONE...can be a problem in and of itself. Is there any grey area that you can find? Any progress at all? A small glimmer? Can you create any space within this black and white dynamic where you can rest and reassure yourself?
Thanks for this!
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