I got the DWP decision letter.I have been refused PIP which is the reply I was expecting.I will ring tuesday 29 May and book the legal team at welfare rights to do my mandatory reconsideration.They will write it based on the evidence that I send them,medical records I will obtain and send to them next week.They will send the MR for me to DWP special delivery signed for and tracked and a copy to me.Then it can take up to 12 weeks for them to reply.If still no award I have to appeal to tribunal judges.I will have to survive on £220 a fortnight for anything from four months to a year.it is going to be hard hopefully I will win.

I do feel disappointed even though I was expecting it....am depressed and worried already feeling ill and worn down,the garden hedges are overgrown and I have to cut them myself as I can no longer pay for a gardener.It seems like i am going back to the bad old days where I couldn't do stuff myself and didn't have the money to pay to get them done either.I am going to be seriously ill again without money or help,deja vu.Help!