I’m so exhausted with only four hours sleep. I was fine until I came home and laid down. But I’m SO exhausted that I can’t even sleep. Which is good because my son wants to play outside (after he’s done being mad at me).

I think my interview went very well but of course there’s always the issue of someone else having more experience than me. So we will see. I’m praying hard for this job. It seems like something I can do without having a mental breakdown every six months. Not easy but not that stressful either. I’m hoping hoping hoping they give me a chance. This one feels right. The other two didn’t.

I know if this one doesn’t work out then something, someday will. Now I’m doubting myself and thinking once again I’ll never get another job. Ugh with the back and forth.