Dealing with a lot of anxiety lately. They are doing a review of my ssdi case to see if I am still disabled. I hope everything turns out okay. I still can't work. It will all depend on what my therapist and pdoc says. My condition hasn't gotten any better. Matter of fact my anxiety has gotten worse over the years. I am going to ask my pdoc if she will give me something for my anxiety. I take paxil daily but I think I need something to take when the anxiety gets to be too much. Something like maybe ativan. I am scared they will stop it. If they do I will lose my health insurance and prescription coverage. Things will really be bad then. I am barely holding it together right now as it is. Just feeling scared.