Thanks so much blue and WC. The chaos and wth is happening are stressful, yes. They ran a seizure test on him this morning, but won't have results till later today. So meanwhile I'm heading home with one big thing (electrical shut off notice bill) to deal with besides the room, which looks like a hurricane went through it -- God what a mess. Vomit, sheets (previously freshly cleaned...sigh) dvds and even some broken glass all on the the floor from him grabbing at shelving and the bed. I'm not looking forward to getting back and seeing it all again. But I also plan on actually sleeping in the bed tonight, so deal with it I must...

Mood-wise I'm holding pretty good, though a bit wobbly. Feeling overwhelmed, but trying to not let it engulf me. I shudder to think where I'd be without my meds. Which I'll be taking just as soon as I get home(!)