I am not sure if I am schizophrenic or if I just get panic attacks. Since 2012 - I have had 4 episodes that my wife thinks are hallucinations or delusions. Each of the episodes lasted max 7 days, and once the episodes are done I am back to normal. I do have recollections of everything I said during the episodes, some are religious thoughts and others are negative thoughts about my wife and mother-in-law and some close friends. In my last episode I thought that we were going to have a child and it is going to be the messiah(I was unsure about this though) .After the last episode I had decided that I would tell my wife everything that came to my mind so that is why I said about the messiah. I also thought that heaven was something that you die and rise again immediately and that you can lie on the ground and all the little insects and worms would crawl all around you. I am not a very religious person by nature. The last episode also lasted for 7 days with medication.

Once I am done with the episodes my thinking and behaviour is very normal.
Currently I am on latuda and serequol.

I would appreciate if someone gave me feedback or input on this .