feeling a little better today. My problems haven't gone away, and I'm still suffering a lot of anxiety (I think my cortisol is high too) nd I'm kinda depressed at how I keep gaining weight, but I walked the treadmill last night and I'm going to try to make it a habit once a day now.
ha! Well, unfortunatly I have to do it at night because I'm too anxious I won't have time to do it during the day and ...ugh, I'm too tired of this anxiety talk to finish this post.

Fun bit though (sarcasm)-while I showered this morning, I had gotten myself all worked up that someone was going to break into the house and murder us all while I was in the shower. It's bad enough to be murdered, but the murder in the shower cliche...comeon, that's so embarrassing. Anyway, I don't know. Just sick of this ****. I don't need these worries.

p.s. I'm leaving my excited mood. maybe it will help me get more positive.