I am feeling conflicted about my t lately. Don’t get me wrong, I still adore her but lately things have changed between us. Two weeks ago in session we were both standing up to do some experiential work when t released some flatulence. I know she is human but seriously- I couldn’t look at her for the rest of the session.
Then t asked me to look at something in her computer which was in her kitchen. I had never seen her kitchen before and I don’t know why but I feel different towards her and I don’t understand why. I try to tell myself t is only human but I wish I hadn’t seen this side of her!