He's still following me. I know there's no real logic to it, he couldn't be here. He couldn't. But my mind doesn't care, he's still.... Unlike my other hallucinations, he won't go away. At least the other ones were irrelevant to me and outside of jump scares, headaches and being an annoyance; they were harmless. He's not. I see him and flashbacks follow. When it gets bad, my stutter comes back, so do my ticks. It got so bad the other day that I didn't just have facial ticks, I couldn't get control of my hand/lower arm for the life of me. I don't know if anyone here understands that or has had it happen.
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"Give him his freedom and he'll remember his humanity."
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