I dont remember any sexual abuse I just remember having oral with a 7 year old boy when i was 7. Then a little girl exposed herself to me. Then my cousin age 10 and me aged 11 played a humping game. All i know is when i was i lost my ****. Started putting dolls mouths to my privates. Wanting go impulsively sexually touch people which bad me anxious. Then at 11 I humped my sister and at 13 pressed my dogs mouth to my privates(i was clothed). Its just i get these impulses and they make me anxious and the times i have mentioned above when i acted i felt more anxious.