Haha oh my gosh! This happened so much when I was younger, and still does. Now, I am in a relationship with my girlfriend, and we love each other very much.

Buuut......I've got my niche lover too that isn't exactly conventional, hahaa.... (You can message me if you want, I'm too embarrassed to talk about it here!) Among inter-dimensional things but that's a little different and on a less 'fictional' scale so to speak that's....very hard to explain.

But I certainly don't think you're weird!