MM, don't even think about going off your meds. I'll admit I don't understand eating disorders, I'm fat and it frankly hurts my feelings to think some people would rather lose their $#!+ or die than be like me. Not that I'm taking it personally from you, of course, but honestly, you need to think more about your husband and son than your weight. They will not be served well when the inevitable occurs and you become psychotic. It happens every time you go off your meds and it will happen this time too. Sorry if that sounds harsh, but we've seen you do this time and time again and it never ends well for you. Don't be foolish!