No one asks you if you want to sign up for this life caper ... your just parachuted in kicking and screaming into the world . It's not as rosy as the glossy brochures . It's tough , people lie to you from the beginning , it's a while until you realise you can't actually be anything you want to be , but along with 95% of the rest of the world your trained to shut up , be a cog in the mindless treadmill just to survive ..
But....
Your a long time dead ...and you only get one shot at this .
So ...
try to do the best you can and stay positive . Success is never guaranteed in anything , but a defeatist attitude pretty much guarantees failure . Success is also not a skill ...it's a habit . You just refuse to be beaten and you get better at that , time after time . No excuses .
Hope your feeling more hope today ...keep fighting .