Thanks for an interesting post. I can relate to what you describe as I would find it very hard to know how to act in such a situation with farting. I would find it only human in some way but at the same time find it very embarrassing.


Did your T acknowledge that you didn´t look at her for the rest of the session? I mean, she must have noticed that you felt embarrassed even if it was her doing it and perhaps she should have said something about it.


The first T I saw also had a kitchen next to her appointment room. It wasn´t her flat where she lived but a flat she used as her office and she usually kept the door to her kitchen more or less closed. As I had to pass outside the kitchen to get to her appointment room I was very careful about not looking into it even if I had the chance when the door sometimes was a bit more open.


I can understand why your feelings have changed towards your T if the kitchen represented another picture than the one you had "in your head". I mean, you perhaps imagined the kitchen to be very neat and tidy and it wasn´t or something else differed from how you think of your T. Was there something special that made you react, I mean kitchen stuff, decoration or such?