After yesterday it's become clear if I ever want to go on meds again I'm going to have to switch doctors as the receptionist outright said I could not make an appointment with him. I looked on psychology today and the closest place they have listed is over an hour away and it's seems like just a place people to go to get Suboxone, nothing else is listed. My insurance website is saying I need to go to fricken Mordor if I click "treats bipolar"

Meanwhile I'm working with screaming kids during the day and it's no louder than when I'm at home trying to sleep.