I just had some wine...I have had a cocktail hour with my wife for 63 years ....
95 % of the time it is good...a couple of times it was bad...but no hitting..
tonight we talked about whether to hide things or bring them out in the light...
we have a difference about this....as a patient I now want to bring everything out in the open..i am just a depressed guy who is scared about the way the world is going...I don't like it...it scares me..it makes me so sad...I see so much suffering ..