Not a threat to myself or anyone else, but the group said I was having breaks from reality and I don't know. I think they're in on the thing too, but sometimes I wonder. I do know I was freaking out at work yesterday whenever I heard more than two people talk at once because of the same thing that made the group say I was unwell and I do I no longer have a psychiatrist. Do I wait until I attack someone and get fired or try to kill myself? I'm not much of a planner so I probably won't say "I want to die, I should go to the hospital," or "this kid is trying to convince me to overthrow the government in a way I'll get killed in the process, this is my mind screwing with me and I should radio in someone to take over for me so I don't flip out and scar him for life, and I should go to the hospital because nothing is real and I am now a risk to others."