I agree that I definitely need to see a therapist. I have tried before but agoraphobia and anxiety got in the way , I couldn't turn up to appointments , but that therapist was not helping me anyway. When I told him that I am paranoid that people think I'm ugly and that's one of the reasons I hate to go out , he basically told me I wasn't being paranoidvailable bl , so I guess he was agreeing that people do think I'm ugly . Maybe I took it the wrongway but that's how it seemed and it didn'tj help
I'm gonna try again to get and hope that I am able to leave my home to get to the appointments . There are always obsticles stopping me from getting the help I need
Thank you for your reply