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Old May 27, 2018, 08:00 AM
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Originally Posted by divine1966 View Post
I am sorry to hear that. Having or not having kids is a big deal. Men don’t necessarily read profiles that carefully. He likely didn’t pay attention to that portion. It could also be that since you two didn’t have serious discussion about kids what he said was maybe just a moment reaction. I’d wait and see what he says in person.

Texting imho is only good for passing on information, not serious discussion: too many misunderstandings could occur. I am sorry you are hurting. Don’t beat yourself up. Can you keep very busy next few days with no time to think? That usually helps me when I am anxious
The thing is, I really can't keep myself so busy the next few days. I am just now returning from an extremely stressful and busy business trip, and I cannot keep up with this level of production for another three days. I had planned the down time...I will try to keep my mind off of it. But it's still going to really suck.

I dunno, I'm hoping that you and healing are right and that this can be resolved. I feel torn in a lot of different directions right now, and each tear is painful.

I feel like this is the most acute emotional pain I've had in a long time. Chronic emotional pain, totally used to. But acute like this? Haven't let anyone get close enough for it in a long time.

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Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder
Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia.

Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien

Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less...
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