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Yeah....it all just stops if insurance stops paying and I can't pay, or he moves his practice or he moves away. How can I fully let my guards down and allow myself to fully trust when at any moment it can all end and I am left with the grief, and pain. If I do not fully trust and let go then maybe when that happens the pain wont be so bad.
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When a child’s emotional needs are not met and a child is repeatedly hurt and abused, this deeply and profoundly affects the child’s development. Wanting those unmet childhood needs in adulthood. Looking for safety, protection, being cherished and loved can often be normal unmet needs in childhood, and the survivor searches for these in other adults. This can be where survivors search for mother and father figures. Transference issues in counseling can occur and this is normal for childhood abuse survivors.
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