I have a serious problem being alone with nothing to do because I get flooded with thoughts (I am not saying voices because that is not what I hear) like for me to eat and throw up, like I want to be dead, like I want to be loved and held. I feel each thought belongs to a different personality. I can definitely feel a child part. I can even sit down and watch a TV or a movie because they are like whispers driving me mad. I have problems concentrating enough to study. I have to keep trying to distract by coming here or googling stuff.