I’m sad to say it but I agree with you little turtle, I don’t like most people either, because most people are cruel

Even if “most people” aren’t cruel, there usually has to be one “bully” who ...... how can I put it

I think you already know I’m also very emotional, shy and sensitive

I don’t know about “intelligent” - in some ways I guess I’m intelligent

I once cried when a neighbour hurt a worm. I was 8 years old. And I’d already been “taught” not to express emotions . I remember making a “diary entry” about that “event” . I don’t think I even talked to a teddy bear when I was little.. I was really quite “alone”