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How do I know if they are actual parts I am feeling or hearing? yes it does feel like telepathy.
What if it is just crazy negative thoughts as I always thought. I have one part saying lets eat everything and throw it up. One part saying lets send an email to T to get attention, one part yelling at me that I should be getting out of the house, one saying take a shower, one saying you are a fake a failure, one saying to gather what you need to end your life in the future. I can't shut the noise off.
I am not like Alwayschanging sitting joking with parts. I do however talk out issues with "them". Sometimes I forget and I am walking to my car talking like someone is standing next to me. Thank goodness for bluetooth as people just think I am talking to someone on the phone even though I do not have a bluetooth piece.
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When a child’s emotional needs are not met and a child is repeatedly hurt and abused, this deeply and profoundly affects the child’s development. Wanting those unmet childhood needs in adulthood. Looking for safety, protection, being cherished and loved can often be normal unmet needs in childhood, and the survivor searches for these in other adults. This can be where survivors search for mother and father figures. Transference issues in counseling can occur and this is normal for childhood abuse survivors.
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