As some of you know I have been dealing or trying to deal with PTSD. the incident was almost a year ago, old boring story.

Got back in to seeing my old T once I moved back home and that’s helped we have specific plans to deal with it, unravel it all.

I see him every 2 weeks we are trying for weekly once his schedule allows

But... the past week + I have gone from a angry rage for almost a year to a tearful depressed mess. I have no desire to wake up, ( If my body didn’t scream in pain for being in bed so long I wouldn’t get up at all )and drag myself out of bed.

When I’m not all tearful I feel so snappy. Ugh.

The world is too loud in my mind, voices are getting stronger. I have the itchy crawl out of my skin feeling just to make things more fun

I see my T Wednesday thankfully.

I should be happy that it’s been about 18 months since depression has hit me longer than a couple weeks, And I am trust me.

“This” Depression has hit so hard and fast it’s kind of a shock to be honest.