I'm glad you're feeling better. I am recovered from an ED as well (anorexia), with relapses here & there. I still have the occasional ED thoughts, especially lately. I had to have surgery for a perforated ulcer (not caused by the ED, caused by bacteria and taking NSAIDs), and it caused me to drop a lot of weight quickly, which I find I don't want to gain back. Sigh. Now, I'm a bit underweight for my height and find I like it. I hate EDs. It's harder to deal with than BP though I believe bipolar is one of the strongest comordities with EDs. It sucks. Sorry you're going through that as well. I hope you continue to do better.