I’m very frustrated with you but I don’t “own my stuff” and I can’t be bothered to be gentle with you. You don’t “deserve” gentleness
(And fwiw this is my spin on things in THIS moment. My spin on how he may have been feeling... not all the time........ I have never been inside his mind. I wouldn’t want to ..)
(I’m not a qualified psychologist. I’m just a person..I’m Fuzzybear.)
(If I could “move on” I would..... I “dislike” having to fight the system for even basic care. This is my experience. I don’t speak for the “majority” (the “majority” are perhaps rather silent anyway

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