Got to visit my nephew again. Day 2 was better, plus the excitement of the new mattress.

As a result of that and this house guests visit coming up, I could not get back to sleep this morning. (Hate summer sun rising early). I'm either going to have to go to bed much earlier, like 9, or just get used to not sleeping for a few months. Couldn't even take a nap, that's what scares me. Too anxious about my to do list and excited too, plus the noise of the birds.

I'm wondering if this is my hypo. It's nice to have my mood lifting, but the anxiety is always there. I've got some serious things to talk about with my pdoc next week. I'm also going to bring up the weight gain and aches and pains. I'm stuck right now. Do I leave med as is or increase dose and add anti depressants and anti anxiety meds or do I wean off the Abilify and add the others. I'm not sure if the Abilify is even working anymore, or ever did. Was supposed to get better, then i got depressed. My up moods are probably about the same...maybe possibly milder, but the anxiety is still there. Sigh!