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Originally Posted by Open Eyes
You were traumatized with the relationship you had been in for a long time, so it's understandable you would have anxiety and fear when it comes to "caring and loving" again. Don't think you HAVE TO be perfect or that your house HAS TO be perfect either.
Perfection is VERY OVERRATED and the truth is YOU ARE NOT PERFECT, CANT BE PERFECT because no one EVER IS.
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I gave up on perfect a while ago, long before she ever came into my life. "Perfectly effed" is much more acceptable to me.
Caring and loving are straight up what I'm looking for, but I am going to get a huge amount of condoms in the morning regardless, and at her request.
This woman clearly likes me, for whatever reason. I'm down, for whatever reason, and don't want to figure it out.
I do feel like I can love again. I even bought a second pillow for my bed today.